me yumsta ;)

haaa. okay first of all, hello people who managed to find my blogspot, and still read my story eventhough it has been quite some time since i last posted a new post :) yeay a kudo or kudos or whatever for you readers ^.^ okay so lemme update. for now, i am working at a gym, called Gorgeous Fitness. yeah. GORGEOUS FITNESS. so gorgeous right the name? haha.. okay so my club is located at Southgate, jalan Chan Sow Lin. you guys dont know? okay google it. haha. google has always been a good helper :P

okay moving on, this gym is new. currently, they have 6 clubs if i am not mistaken. a complete gym, my club is big, and i just love working there because my job as customer service eventually helps me with my communication skills, socializing skills, pronunciation of words, and et cetera. but sadly, ive to stop working by end of this month because i got no transport to go to work and go back home. cause kakak's gonna start working soon.. so sad.. im about to show them staffs there who's AISH :P im so poyo right? i knowwww :D

so now, lets talk about someone. im going to talk about me yumsta. ooo. who's me yumsta?? muehehe.. lets just call her Yum. aight? not as in "yam", but its pronounced as "yoom". aight? okay cool. so she is actually, my long lost first crush. she likes me back when i was in standard 5. she's extremely cute. and, friendly.. ok you know what? im too freakin lazy to type now. lets just talk about this some other time when im free aite? goodnight!

oh btw, i looked at my previous posts about the pumpkin thing? well screw her. dumbass played my heart. and im not gonna talk about her anyway. its just pissing me off. plus when i know that she's with the idiot who loved to mess with me backin uitm. too bad. he's a real idiot loser. i pity you bro. you got a chick, that has nothing on her. i repeat, NOTHING. if you know what i mean ;)

well enough. im out. peace out yoo. Assalamualaikum and selamat malam semua :)

hi

hey friends. thanks for being there for me all of the time. the memories we had. good times bad times. we were ONE during ups and downs. but i guess we are reaching our ending by n0w. i will be gone by the time asasi program finishes. i wanna thank all of you guys for being my friends, my hommies, my buddies, my partners-in-crime, and my brothers. i really really love you guys. till the end of time. i will never forget you guys, InshaAllah. i have not talk to Allah for quite a long time. i dont know why am i being so dumb, and forgetful. im sorry. i love my family, i love my relatives, i love my nenek, and i miss my late atuk. i have not been to his grave for such a long time. i miss you atok :'( bye friends. bye

Fungus Tiger

hii. i have a friend. his name is amirul arif bin satimin a.k.a fungus tiger. he is my roommate here at uitm. he is a very kind and damn hilarious guy. he is my best friend forever, my brother, my hommie, whatever you call it. i love him til death. bye

:)

wow. pumpkin pumpkin pumpkin :) congratulations, you managed to be the 4th girl to game me, in a €row! huh, this seem to be, kind of funny somehow? well not really. urghhh i cant accept it at first. to accept the fact that the girl you like to most, the girl you're head over heels about, the girl you would like to proudly address as your girlfriend, gamed you. it sucks, right? well thats how i felt before. not anymore, literally. now, i feel okay because i prayed to allah to open my heart to accept the fact that she's not for me. well, allah opened my heart. i smiled when i saw a picture of her with a guy that i kind of dislike. well that guy fucked with me. big mistake, boy. dont you think i am petite, you can simply beat me. i got my homeboyz, and my hommies my peeps my friends my brothers :) you were wrong, mayn. okay forget about him. the thing story now is about pumpkin. she went to a party with him! aiyoo big sighh. it actually hurts when i saw that picture. i felt very sad, and a bit disappointed. hmm. and just now, my friend told me that last week pumpkin went out with him. haa. it hurt ! well now i am trying to forget her. i wanna forget all about her. like, for real. i cant keep on like this. it affects me. my studies my life my emotions my feelings! and it is kind of obvious that she is avoiding me. i can tell, pfft. so yeah. well pumpkin, if that is what you want, okay then. just, dont play with people's heart, will you? its not good, pumpkin. you dont know how much it hurts when you got played by someone. when someone gave you hopes and being sweet with you and all, then suddenly leave you without feeling guilty. it hurts, seriously. i think thats all. for now. i'll update more about this. thank you for reading :)