Big X

Final examination is just around the corner. cut the crap, final is next week D: this is madness ! i am seriously in deep shit now. i am mentally and emotionally unprepared. this is so fuck. i wish i am dreaming but unfortunately, i am not. final examination in two weeks is for real. if i am not mistaken, the examination will be held for 7 weeks. i am unstable and i hate this. plus, day by day, when first semester is about to end, now only i can see the real side of my friends, especially my housemates. they are like, pretenders! argh it is funny somehow, because i got to see those "double faces" :)) but not all of them sucks. only few of those guys who always hanging out in my room, are good and not a pretender. i somehow, has found friends who have the potential of being very close to me. Oh and wanna know something? My hostel, currently looks totally messed up. I swear i don't know what to do with it anymore since many of my friends come to my room everyday, every minute. If i tidy up my room, in less than an hour, it'll be like how it looked like before ; miserable. that's it I'm done with typing. til we meet again next time ;) thanks for reading