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i lose in the fight of winning her heart. well, i didn't lose actually. its just that, i wasn't given any chance. it wasn't my fault, but i lose anyway. nothing i can do. the girl that i like so much, is happy with someone else now. it hurts, really. but there's nothing i can do right? well, i have to move on i guess. i just hope that she could read this line : hey, i like you. i wanna be with you but you didn't give me any chance to prove it to you that i'm for real, that i really wanna be with you. you're just too blind to see it that i like you. and i know i'm not as rich as him, i don't know whether you value that or not. i know i'm not that handsome, not that tall, or whatever, but i know that i can make you happy being with me if you give us a chance. but you didn't. so, yeah. and it hurts when you act like there's nothing happened between us. well, something happened la between us. not a big matter but still, SOMETHING. now all i can do is cherish them :) and i'll be called 'bodohnye kau ni' by my bestfriend adam if he know about what i'm typing ow. haha. well, the best thing that i can do now is move on. go shoo shoo. she's no longer available, man. just move on and there are plenty of girls out there. chow:)