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i lose in the fight of winning her heart. well, i didn't lose actually. its just that, i wasn't given any chance. it wasn't my fault, but i lose anyway. nothing i can do. the girl that i like so much, is happy with someone else now. it hurts, really. but there's nothing i can do right? well, i have to move on i guess. i just hope that she could read this line : hey, i like you. i wanna be with you but you didn't give me any chance to prove it to you that i'm for real, that i really wanna be with you. you're just too blind to see it that i like you. and i know i'm not as rich as him, i don't know whether you value that or not. i know i'm not that handsome, not that tall, or whatever, but i know that i can make you happy being with me if you give us a chance. but you didn't. so, yeah. and it hurts when you act like there's nothing happened between us. well, something happened la between us. not a big matter but still, SOMETHING. now all i can do is cherish them :) and i'll be called 'bodohnye kau ni' by my bestfriend adam if he know about what i'm typing ow. haha. well, the best thing that i can do now is move on. go shoo shoo. she's no longer available, man. just move on and there are plenty of girls out there. chow:)

Y O U U U U U :)

hye. i like you. i'll be with you no matter what happen in the future. i'll make you happy and i'll be loyal and honest with you. if you be with me, i'm not going to promise you money, presents or what. but i'll promise to make you happy when you're with me. when i like someone, i'll go all out for her. and i'll be proud of my girlfriend when we're in front of my friends. i just like you. and i wanna be with you. and plus, in two months time, SPM is over. then i can meet you every single day, even if just to have lunch with you :)

just the way you are ;)

OOOOO her eyes her eyes, make the star looks like they're not shinning. hahaha. you are so beautiful, i just wanna be with you. and you're so cute, that i don't mind looking at your face for hours. B U T, so sad.. i don't even have your number. haihh. never mind, slowly aish slowly. i'll drive during prom night, hope you'll be the special person to sit next to me :) i just want you :) after spm, a lot of things i wanna do. i wanna go drifting with Shahrin. well its not me who's going to do the drift, obviously. it's Shahrin, my tall friend. He's a drifter. then i wanna take myt driving license class, gonna get my driving license. then go for the girl i want. and lastly, okay stupid shithole mutherF. this thing is not working. that picture supposed to be after the words, not before the words. anyway, COOL eyy the girl's tongue? :)

go on girl

you can go anywhere you want. togak sampai kau OD. member ada tak guna. ajak buat benda bangang. you can go to hell, seriously. you'll surely be happy and better off without me. go live your colourful life. i'm so sure you'll be so much happier without me by your side. your love is a lie. you're a liar. i hate you. i'll live my life without you. that's for sure. go smoke some weed and drink more, and let the bad people take advantage of you, then only you'll know who's good and who's bad aight. bye.

OMG

peeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhh! 4 months i didn't post any blog? dayumn. well never mind, after dome with spm, i'll post blogs every damn minute. gotta go. :)